Mishell's Cancer Blog
Time to be Thankful for His Blessings
Since this past year has been such a stressful year for me-I decided to look back and imagine if things went kittywumpus on me.
My Sis is well and on the mend-so to speak.
She is Cancer Free and she has regained alot of her ore Cancer Strength.
My Mother has been ill off and on with Pnuemonnia(sic)but seems to be doing ok and she has regained most of her Pre Stroke Strength as well.
Me-on the other hand-had a short episode of Depression.Never before have I experienced depression(speaking about myself)I didnt even know I was depressed.
Why would I get sad?
my Sis made it, my Mom made it.I have not lost the 2 closest people in my life outside of my children.We made it!
Why in the hell am I sad?
Is it the possibility I faced-that I may have lost them and that in and of it self was enough to send me over the edge?
For whatever reason, I was on an anti depressant and it made me barf for a day in a half and I felt lousy.
Dr. said it was not the meds it was a bug-so I am going to re start them-I guess.
Isnt it normal to be sad for a little while? Why do I have to take a pill just because I cried when I thought how lucky I really am?
My Son is being Deployed to Kuwait in feb, isnt it normal to be scared of that?Why do I need a pill because I am sad.
i function-I go to work every day, I eat and sleep and have a normal life otherwise.Do I realy need to be medicated?
At this time I would like to Thank God for all of the Blessings HE has given me this year.He truly works in mysterious ways.
I have lost a few friends here,for that I am sorry and will keep them in my prayers.
I am Thankful for my Fmaily and will try to be a better person in 2012.
Good Riddance 2011!
you are the only one that knows the answer to taking the pills or not. You have to fight for what will help you. I have always been totally against taking anything, but sometimes life makes you change your tune. You have every right to feel the way you are feeling, it gets hard for women to carry the world on our shoulders sometimes. You said you are functioning but are you living life the way you think you should. You are doing great and i wish you continued strength and a very merry christmas.
